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Thursday, July 27, 2006

OH YOU CONDEM MY MOOD .Y

TC period is damn annoyinBoth TCs pissin me rite to de core.I knoe la i must change my image.! i noe. HELLO?!Its not lyk you guys will sponsor me all de marny for de haircut rite?.I knoe for mysef ive broken soo many rules but heyRules are meant to be broken ; dammit.& all de sharp reprimandations were directly aiming at my face.!Extra ear studs la. Pins on de pockets la. Hairstle la. %*&#!Plain annoyance.She simply love our class to luk lyk NERDS jus bcos we are de fers express clas.Argh. Wadevar teacher. WADEVA.I'll try & change hokayyy?? .tankiyew for de help.

# walalala<3 .Y

Been quite sumtym diden blog.Utterly sick.Cough has gone from bad to worse.Ughh! Cure me pls..Seems lyk im nt de only one havin ds horrid cough but celine suffered too.But mine's even worse.I practically cough every second!SerezIts a freakin dry cough.I am jus soo afraid if i lyk cough too much ; & den sudenly i cough out blood & get..Le..uu..kei..mia how.?Waargh.!Choy .!Don wish to be dead so erly la..Ive got gazilion thangs i wana do..Dieing erly means my dreams will all be crushed to pieces..Eniwes dt crazy woman's bufday is ard de cornerTym flys real fastWitout you knoein it ; you mite have graduated de nxt moment& gotten married wit sum bums**SIGHS**Life jus get evn sucki-er wen ure sickI'll be cranky & cranky & oh..soo crankyBut im sick for cryin out loud.!You cnt expect me to lie to you & to myselfSumtyms, it jus dusen werk dtway you knoeToday we had ds firedrill thingy..De sort where you hear two earpiercing alarms & you start to get all panicky & stuffs wich i dont see a nid to.Fuggin retarded.Eniwes ; it was carried out & de whole skul were rushed to de quadrangle wer we wer drenched in sweat.All tanks to de scorchin hawt blazin glarin skinpeelin SUN.Before PE we oredy perspired lyk nobedys business.Yuuck .*sticks out tongue*but de firedrill was a good ting too.Cos' it hepend durin amaths period. (: :)Soo lovin' it

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Monday, July 24, 2006

Bite MeY

Fcuk.Feelin soo fcuked up.Prolly cos im real sick.But hey; i still cum skul wokay.Ms cheryl had a foul mood in de morn.Tanks to de 3o4 arseholles la.Haiz.. Cant seem to stop sighing..HAIZ..Today was fcuked up day. Totally.Sory for my foul language here & tere.Cant help it ; boy.Im just waay too helpless.Spread love baybeh .! Spread de love .!& oh ; i soo must tell ya peeps bout todays drama enrichment.Aargh.Tat jacintha is rely making my migraine worse.Hoping for dis period for some entertainment but turn out to be a boredam lesson.Real sucki.Well..ur class aren't intrested in her lesson either.She cuden be bothered too.Man; i must say, wen Ean took over de class ; den de fun starts.Den dat [bad-haired] jacintha merely observed us.'' I had enuf of tis..'' is wad she alwes say..Hahahaha.!she clearly cant teach us la..Wonders y in de fers place she agrees to teach dis havoc class.Someone shud have warned har. Realy!now i serezly tinks she regretted de agreement.We're soo gona make her life miserable.So as i was saying ; we had to listen to ds fcukin jazz music [wich was realy not my earcandy] realy not my blood , man..Den we have to write sth & hand in to her.Afta tat for de whole 2omins or sth we were jus listenin to her crap speech unfaithfuly.Half my soul wasnt even tere.Its tat booorin ; i tell ya.Ders one stage wen de biatch blew up at us & Ean cuz cheryl, amanda dey all went away to take sth from deir bags & she got realy pissed.She cant tolerate noise, she cant tolerate us, she cant tolerate de ittybitty stuffs ; no wonder she diden turn out to be a teacher.!Well ja, i supose you cud resign or smtink ; or ill get smone to fire you or sometink so tat ur life wud be in peace. Serezly beb. Till de next faithfulday ; im outa here.

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

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*EDNASuweets* Afta bein dolled up *Hugs&Kisses*

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SO SICKY

Miza's officialy SICK.I know ; no big deal ryt .?Traveld to lil kuzzies befday party @ amk ytd evenin.Ate real lot of junkies der. Cant help it la ; see de inocent lil poops mkes you wana join in de fun.Tho i realy felt lyk puking dtym.Tankgawd it diden cme out.Went beq kinda late.Whole damn body suffering from a total disorder. Migraines here & there.Hopelessly sick.& missin my beloved jus make me worse.Jus wher are you...*wanders*Nevamind. Wish you were here darla.So today tinking i mite go online.Grab de fotos from jazreel.& de same tym ; lunching nasi ayam wifout much apetite.Luckily ive done much of de unfavourite hmwerks esp graphs. Totaly nt liking it.Niweis jaz ; donwery bout thos pikchaz. il put it up on frnsta not blog. *smilles*Till de next lifelymiza ; cheers.

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Friday, July 21, 2006

RACIAL harmony THANGY

Yesterday dat bubbly spriteful Gayle was ousted.Soo pitiful..Shis one of de idol hopefuls dat cud actualy sing..*sobs*sniffs*Too bad la.Damn i still thot dat cocky Jay wud be kicked out.Peace. No ofence k.De cebration for my class was lyk orphanage.Both our lovely TCs ditched us. *boohoo*But it dusen realy affect us, you see.We had a blasting gud tym on our own.!& oh, de models for our class changed too.From bootylicious celine, to babelicious edna.! PS: Shis a bomb wen puts on makeups. Realy.Credits to me & jaz ofcuz. Wahaha.Dt beb had to wear my kebaya & it fits her perfectly.She look more lyk a gorge air-stewardess.!! Wit dat kebaya ; topped wit funky hairstle [credits to bao & sandy] ; a touch of makeup & her wedges, she look real fab!Even de normal tech mly guy [mopengfaced] was mesmerized by her beauty.Sheesh.Btw jaz, dont forget to send me thos shots dat you took wokaay?. Soo wana put in here.Eniways celine cudent be de model cuz she said she was a big bill.She said it ; not me. (:But sereezly she jus cudent squueeze her legs into my kebaya skert but cud fit de top perfectly.Neither cn she fit into edna's cheongsam.Even worst; she cant even slot her body thru half de dress.! wo.! What makes edna tink dat celine cud fit in dat?. Only EDNA cud wer. Only her.Wadevar. Xuyuan wasnt even participating.It ended up edna alone by herself doing de fotoshute.How sad..I admire your guts beb; gudjob.*Hugs&Kisses*Accompanied by my bunch of girlies ; we headed home afta de wholethang ended..Me&Ber&Feli&Jaz&EdnaWaay too weak & tired to even mit my dear..Mizyou.Mizyou.Have a nice wkend guys.! TAKINcare.!

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

CHEC TIS OUT GHALSY

Heys peeps. Look what ive found.A Slogan For Your Name.Real coolHere are sum of your hot sizzling name slogans. [miza] THERE'S FIRST LOVE & THERE'S MIZA LOVE.[jazreel] THE FUTURE'S BRIGHT. THE FUTURE'S JAZREEL.[celine] THE WORLD'S FAVOURITE CELINE.[edna] CAN'T DO IT IN REAL LIFE? DO IT ON EDNA.[baoling] WASHING MACHINES LIVE LONGER WITH BAOLING.[sandy] BREAK ME OFF A PIECE OF THAT SANDY.[anas] SILLY RABBIT, ANAS IS FOR KIDS.[ayu] YOU DESERVE AN AYU TODAY.[jiaxin] KEEP THAT JIAXIN COMPLEXION[felicia] HUNGRY? WHY WAIT? GRAB A FELICIA.[gopal] THE LOUDEST NOISE COMES FROM THE ELECTRIC GOPAL

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KILL ME CAN?Y

Subjects today friggin sucki.Was almost late today cuz i spent longtym in de intrchange loo tieing up my stubborn hair.It seemed very disobedient today.Had to actuali tie for lyk, 5tyms.! hff.& tanks to my hair, i missed my 851. :-(Wadeva it is ; Miza is always late for everytheen.I was late for my ferst period lesson too. *winks* but hey ; im not alone wokaaay. Devi maria was wit me too. :-) She had to *ahem ahem* in de loo & I ; as her bestest fren ; accompanied her. heh.heh. & tanks to de toilet trip ; we both had to stand outside de class for lyk 3mins wich seemed lyk forever. Mdm Aisha simply declined to let us in. *sighs* *patheticface*WADEVER-nessTwo periods of Amaths was a total killer.A complete boredam.De humor-less class led me to my dreamland for de last 20mins.So syiok.''Math-Adam'' dont even give a damn. So ; i dont give a fcuk too. (:De following periods was pritty hokaay. Eng was a turnover. Jaz & me turn cuckoo-ly insane. wadevar tt means.Niweis we joked & crapped & luff our bellys out till de tcher had to pick on me. Haiz..tis is wat hepened when you get undeniably high. PS: esp jaz. Shis known for her infamous insane-ness. Tats why i love her; best buddy. (: *screams!* Oh ; im soo lookin forward for tmr. yipees.! De werlds all-tym favourite Celine & Xuyuan is gona be de model for our class racial harmony costume competition.!! yeay!.Dey are all havin a profesional makeup artists:- Me & Jaz. wakakkaz. Beware guys, you are soo gona love our touch at tis stuffs.!esp celine. we'll make you look ultra-fab.De hairstyling job will be handed over to de expertise:-Sandy & Baoling. Get ready for a whole new image.! woohoo.!Really hoping tmr's gona be a bomb. With bootylicious celine & monkeyliciouz xuyuan ; boy. It sure gona blaaasst.!

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

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So tis day wasnt tat bad. Phew. Din get caught or anythink. Tankgawd. We had chem spa in de morn and practically de whole class break de testube. Hah. I ges deyre too weak to handle dt fragile lil thang. poor testubes. eniways our chem tcher was a gud sport. She dusen flare up or anythink. Gud thing. If anythink dt cud piss her off wud be wen we cuden stop toking wille doing de xperiments. heh. dt cud relly blow her. *winkwink* HEARTS her.Had a jolly great chattin tym during our emaths+1 period. i had a relly noisy tutee. one who cudnot shut herself from entertainin de annoying faggot beside her. well ; she tutee, i tutor. gettit? And so we babble and babble about normal stufs. hmm..well you shud knoe wat gals love to tok about. sheeesh. And wen everyone had actually cmpleted doing maths sums till questions 10,11.., we were only at question 2(d). How pathetic. (: Cant help it lar. brain werks rather slow for maths. calculatins are nt my kinda thing. esp physics. i can neva pass nomatter how hard and tons of efforts i put in. Soo unfair. Those brainiacs are plain geniusses. Dey got fantastic IQs or what?..or isit im jus plain dumb?..ergff. screw you smartassed ppl. & we rcved our phytest pper beq too. & you guessed it right. i jus failed by 2marks. STINGY fcuker. Cant you jus lemme be happy for once and add dt anuder 2pathetic marks for me to pass?..atleast pass?.. anuder arseholle dt wud wud neva make my day. he ENJOYS failing me. terrific. De ferst test & i flunked. Woohoo.! fail me baybeh!..fail me!..#walalala-miza dont give a damn.-#So niways' back to de point ; so fiqah was siting infront of me. Obnoxiously irritatin piece of Shanvir was seated bside her. freaking irritatin. too irritatin. waaay damn irritatin. *bigsigh* And der he was toking to Sharif; anuder bum who entertains dt faggot eventho fiqah was inbtwn em. *anudergiantsigh* Dey jus nid sum pesticide.urgh. perhaps MORTEIN cud do. You know.de one used to kill cockroaches? i jus cuden help but ask him to shutup. well he did. only fer a sec. *hmpf* I was lyk, forgetit la..dis warhead's a nuisance. no amnt of pesticide cud end his life. so i tried my best to focus on my task. As i was about to cmplete tinking of hw to solve de gawdamn qtn, de bell rang. *yippeey.!!* bt dt faggoty faggot stopped me & ask ds really ridiculous jaw-droppin qtn. ''Miza ah, why you so mampat ah?'' Im lyk, whatdhe..??. Me? mampat?. Am i?..BULSYHT. im jus wayy too keeyut lah .dts why. face it. ahahahks. *tongue out* *grins* stewpid faggot.Afta skul ; i had drama club. a real LAME one. LAME teacher & LAME activities. One wer kids play at kindergarten. *frowns* due to de lack of humor & entertainment, ayu;jiaxin;her sis+me sneaked out de class erlier. heehees. Who cares eniway?. Not de teacher, Not us. Definitely (: :)

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

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***You Are 43% Vain***
You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!
How Vain Are You?http://www.blogthings.com/howvainareyouquiz/

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***You Are 44% Open Minded***
You aren't exactly open minded, but you have been known to occasionally change your mind.You're tolerant enough to get along with others who are very different...But you may be quietly judgmental of things or people you think are wrong.You take your own values pretty seriously, and it would take a lot to change them.
How Open Minded Are You?http://www.blogthings.com/howopenmindedareyouquiz/

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***You're a Romantic Kisser***
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance.You love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect mood. It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet
What Kind of Kisser Are You?http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofkisserareyouquiz/

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***Your Love Element Is Fire***
In love, you are a true listener and totally present.For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt.
You attract others with your joy and passion.Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate.
Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life.And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal.
You connect best with: Wood
Avoid: Water
You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly
What Element Is Your Love?http://www.blogthings.com/whatelementisyourlovequiz/

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screwdme.Y

Diden blog last 2daes. haiz.. have been super bz..went home late and was too zonked up to blog..Had terrible mornin todae..well..here it goes..ds fcukeeng thang hepen durin assembly..i was bz toking to my buddy sandy. she was sittin infront of me you see..we were listenin attentively to de names dt Mr RORO* [names been chaged to protect his identity.] called out to go rtc. in case you dntknoe wadhe hell dt is, its a short for 'responsible tinking centre' wer displine problem studs were sent der to be brainwashed. yeah. Nonsence i know. Soo, back to my story, wen he was bz callin out names, out of blue i herd him yell my name..urghgff. damn arse. and it was lyk ''Miza from blablabla..cn you please walk faster before i announce to de whole skul wad you did..'' im lyk, WT*#%$!! wdhe hell did i do ds tym?..eergh/. i serezly thot i was caught cuz of my attire. i serezly not a rules kinda gurl.rules are meant to be broken, guys. whu cares..so der i go..heading to de faithful room..at de same tym taking off all my xtra earstuds;neckiye;wristband and all de uder crap dt i shuden be wearing to skul. moments later, Mr Roro called me into anuder small room insyde de rtc..and ds is uffly how i rememberd..''Miza..ytd afternn i saw you and you boifren unda blk 649,holding hands and kissin..i was in de bus you knoe..wit Mr Soro* and Mr Ego*..and you were wearin skul uniform smor..'' i was lyk stunned;amused;puzzled;shocked. and i gave him dt ''are you kiddin'' kinda expression..jus wad dhe fark. bullshyt. dusen he knoe i went beq straight afta skul ytd?. and i swear upon gawd i didnot even step at dt blk. SO ridiculous. Hes got dis serez luk on his face wich i dondare to stare back enimor. boi, he is sooo unreasonable. so i xplained de real ultimate situation. i told him i went bc strght and wasnt even at dt blk and told him my frens were wt me all along!..And dt arseholle told me to stop denying. DAMN. here i am speakin de truth bt he accuse me of all ds shits. do i luk lyk a liar to you?..do i??..now hus dt biatch hu got away scottfree and give me a bad name??!. rot in hell sucker. bcus of you idiots; i gained a patheticly bad reputation. tanks alott for making my day man. he cnt accept de fact dt he had actualy gotten de rong person. haiz..cmon la, noberdies purfect. im tired of telling Mr Roro* dt he was mistaken bt he simply wuden blif me. wad else cud i say?! hes got a big devil on his head. his big fat ego. NONSENCE. and i wont be dt supid to be in my uniform and anuder guy, making out at a blk right bside my skul..wen i jolly well knoes dt he lurves to patrol dhose areas to catch for smokers and lovers in dhe making. hes such a mosquito. a real slick one. relly. im aware of de risk makin out in public lykdt and in UNIFORM smor. dt biatch must be really dumb. yet smart enuf to make me her replacement. and how much dummer cud dis be wen even Mr Roro caught de wrong person redhanded. im soo fuggin innocent, girls. Now tchers will luk dwn on me, tinkin im a slut. haiz..WADEVA!..for all dt i knoe,ive got ntg to be afraid of cuz im nt at folt. To hell wid all de acusations. gossip all you like; me doncare. *sniffs* Hmm..i was js wanderin..huelse in my skul has got de sme hairstyle, tinaturner hair,and luks lyk me?..dt scoundrel deserves to be smacked at. did she inherit my DNA or wad?..i so cud nt blif Mr Roro accused me. *sobs hystericaly* i mean, it cud be some sec1 chic possesing de sme features as me and he merely judged it was me. nw im to blame. arghh. fcukit. de rest of de day went prity much okay..p.e tym was de besht. played frisbee and de minimatch was awwwesome. totally. my team scored lotsa and had a draw. de draw was tanks to Ms heng. CHEATER. heh.heh. purposely wanna lose our team. And ooh, got to knoe ur E Mths cmmntez marks too. As usual and xpected, Miza flunked wondefuly. *sighs*afta skul we had ds SL presentation. jaz freakd out so much so lyk she was goin to pass out eni moment. ahakzx. de grp hav to present ds pwerpnt thingy to ds two socalled vips la..if im nt wrong dey are..urm..er..ah forget it. deir names sliped off my mind js like dhat. And de pwerpnt slides were suckie. absolute suckiness. bckground was awful and der wer too many werds. it ended up lyk dt tanks to de guys la. lyk duhh..we girls can do a far much beta slides den you. rite girls?. eniway, dey are de kinda nerds hu don fancy all dis. so dey dongiv a damn boutit. cnt blame dem huh. aiya,hu cares..we wer bombarded wit qtns rite afta de prsntation..and half de tym we cuden make out wad to say. so we jus put up a wide grin hopefully dey will sympathize us and cut de qtns and let us go. bt it diden hepen. fat hope,miza. in de end we js put on a brave atempt to answer de qtns tho we were unsure ourself. ahh.heck. finished wvrytink i went hme. ALONE. haiz..missin you dude..missin you manymany..

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Friday, July 14, 2006

dat was it.Y

Yesterday was out late. well practically NOT late for me. *sigh* but for some dumb reason ive gota be home early. I just realized my mum could be a MONSTER. And im serez. no kiddin. shis one pathetic ugly monster. no offence mum. i jus hate you wenevar you brag abt itty bitty stuffs. you love transforming a teenyweeeny matter to sum big fat issues. no BIGDEAL mum.! no bigdeal.! *screams lyk hell* Why must you be so de sensitive at tis thangs.? you serezly got issues mum, relly. Why cnt i get de freedom im supose to get?. Controllin me wont do me good. it wont for you either. you simply looovve messing up my life dts already fcuked up. i hate you for it. Go easy man..de werld doesnt end eventho if i dont cum home. YOU are SOO pissin me off. i hereby declare dt i hate my mum. Hate you for hating my life. *screw you* As for today, diden xpect rain over in de mornin..nice weather to chill..in spore, de weather is amazingly humid dt you will almost feel yoursef drownin in your shert dts ful of stinky disgustin sweat. eeyuck. dts how fuggin hot spore is despite all de trees dts supose to provide shade and coolness bt it simply doesnt tke effect. such a pity. *sighssighs* Afta skul & when everytings done; went to jaz hse and crapped de whole tym. she wnted to wtch pirates of de cariben tho bt im sadly BROKE. wattodo. im alwaes broke. im born like this. don blame me. *wink* Tmr i gota cheer for ayu. For sum blahblah thang.hehheh. not onlie me, its de whole mly class and sum uder assholes. De thang will be held at innova jc. smwer in woodlans i tink. nt too sure. looks like its anuder outing again.! oh shucks. oh no. Damn how cud i forgotten dt i aint got eny money?. ugh! hopely sum bitch wud be kind enuf to spare me sum ker-ching* ((: its been sm tym since i shop..

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

err.Y

Todae mornin was a storm. ahakkz..such a perfect weather to chillout[ in de bed i mean ]..*winkwink* Skuls such a dread. But p.e wasnt tat horible tho. we played skittles. De game where you smack a ball at de cone to score a goal. Boy, it was soo fun. Even more hilarious when de it was stud vs tchers match. Xuyuan had so many misses at ferst. It was such a patheticsight wen he kip missin it when he aims perfectly. Atlas he manage to score in de nxt few minutes.yeay! Blondy bcme de nxt m.c n shes one NOISY faggot. kept crapping nonstop. bloohdeey fun. *chuckles* And it was ms hengs befdae too . <3cheers> During physics we did dis pendulum thang. i was soo fuggin slipy and doing dt spa practical mke me worse. De stupid bob attched to de string had to be swung to and fro and we have to rcord de timing. And its not jus 1 or 2 swings. its 20.!! i got totally hypnotized and kept whining ''im slipy'' to my partner. tankgawd she wasnt pissed. *grins* it was a reali boring job wich mkes spirals and whirls in your eyes.i wanted assembly badly but too bad la, today was pc period. Some shity survey was done wich cn cnclude if we are de intrinsic or extrincic lot. dun ask me what those zits means. De tchers seem to have nthg-betta-to-do syndromes and so dey run out of ideas to entertain us. Pc is forevar a bore. -___'' To add to de solemn ambience, i received anuder pep tok frm my tc. it seems to me lyk dey MUST warn me bout my attire on regular basis lyk im havin sumkind of criminal rcord lyk dhat. cnt dey jus let me rest in peace for atleast a day?. wht is wrong wit tis ppl?..urgh. deyve got issues man. i nid a new image she commented. commanding i mean. wtf. im happy lyk dis. such an arsehollw.AND OH, IM LYK SUPOSE TO GO TO DE SPORE IDOLS SHOW TODAE CUZ A FREN OF MINE HAD AN XTRA TIX. BUT TOO BAD; I CNT GO. *SIGH*

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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

babe.Y

Todays tuesdae. Yesterday mondae. Mondae had drama enrichment. And guess wich babe came by .? *drumroll.drumroll* *BOOM!* Jacintha Abisheganathan. err..is tat how you supose to spell her name?. teehee. heck. wadever it is, as i was sayin, shis a babe. yeah boi!.. Fortunately or unfortunately shis gona be so-called teachin my skul. i mean my drama class. We've got tis musical thingy you see..have to perform end of skul if im nt rong..And dt day i was kinda high..duno why.. *grins widely* Ooh and najip and dick lee gona drop by too .!! Hope de musical be a blast tis year..i so cud not wait..Besides all tis nonsence, had a fotoshoot today too. A CLASS PHOTO. *sigh.sigh* not very glam eh?..and de godamn fotographer onli take one for each shots.! how cud he?..and we dont even have tym to pose.!! hours of pose-trainin has gone to WASTE..haiz..fcuk it. fotos gona be a TRASH. heck.11o7o6so zonked up today. bodys in a total disorder. damn. and tmr i gona have p.e. So sucki. ugh.!! wishin all teachers to disapear rite within my eyes at tis moment..

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Sunday, July 09, 2006

itsY0Uisee .Y

o8o7o6I stared out the windows watchin de werld pass me by . During my times of loneliness,tons of ppl came to my life and tanks. You ppl made my dae. Relle blessed to have you guys in my life. But thers dis special person i cherished and cared alot. You know ; I knoe .

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