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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

BOYFIES. Just a name.Y

I am never gonna be transferred to Ms Ng's class.

Being stuck in that dont-know-whats-her-name English teacher is ultra-suckeh.

Miss all the fun & havoc we girls used to have togetha.. :(

Not that my current Eng class is extremely quiet, just that, there's not even the slightest bit of fun.

You wont gettit cos' you guys aren't in my shoes.

The only good thing is when those peeps

ALWAYS PISSED HER OFF.

& eventhou she's sick in the balls with us, SHE JUST DOESN'T CARE !

Thats why, she's our favourite victim.

Yeah, sadistic.

& she's forever picking on us.

In the meantime, I shall endure. Whatever, whoever the teacher is.

***

Yesterday the thoughts in my head made me all impossible to sleep.

Read the novel "Pretty Litttle Devils" by Nancy Holder & all the tense in the story really brought a chill down my spine.

Right at the smack when I was enjoying, really immersing into the book, really eager for the ending, my mum just hadta rush me to bed. Grrreatest annoyance.

So I slacked on bed, with music streaming in my ears, tossing & turning, with repeated calls that I didn't answer.

Some things kept on lingering in my mind, & I can't figure out what & why..

The whole night I was pretending to sleep, shut my eyes, all rolled up in my blanket. Highly indulge in thinking.

I think if I was born a geek, I'd be a succesful Thinker.

Hmmm. Okay nonsence Miza.

Hokay, first things first.

Do all guys have a so-called society where they go round fooling with girls, trying hard to get them even if it means to sacrifise other stuffs, sweetalking here & there & then when they finally "get" them, they toyy with their hearts, played around & dump as & when they like ?

& its soo blahdey easy for them to get rid of girls. Or should I say, once there's a better replacement, they'll bid goodbye at your face without even you knowing it.

Big fat phuckers.

No wonder gays & lezzies existed.

These ame species get along so well with each other.

God's fair enough, really.

Why am I blurting these weird issues out of the blue ?

Well, I have no freaking idea. Boys are just plain dumb when they think.. (ahh forget it. )
Go ahead & be angry with me, dudes.

I no effin' care.

& oh, don't come round making empty promises when you phucking know you can't fulfil it. That's an added dumbnation.

Waste of saliva & effort.

I'd suggest you work your ass out & win the girl's heart through stability of life.

Fuck it. Now I'm feeling good. Really really good.
& Tmr's a dread. Gotta throw flyers everywhere amk.
Goodness.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Freeze the moment ; Seal my fateY

I took an off-day today ! No working for the Cheetah Girls event at Ngee Ann !
Phee-yew !
Around noon left house & trained to Plaza Sing..
Had good plans today.
Some sweet dude wanted to treat me to Swensens & he arrived oh-so-early (sacarsm) until I've finished strolling in & out of everyshops in every level. No kidding !
Okay, prolly I was tad-bit too early. Hehs.
Stop saying sorreh alright ? Really, its no biggie. :) I had fun window-shopping alone, exploring every shops & toilets. Heeeeeeee. & oh btw, I met Willy(don't ask me how he looked like outside, a PE tcher will always dressed sporty nomatter what !) We exchanged hi's & he asked if I was a graduate............
-_________-"

Thanks again for the treat & oh, the advance birthday gift. Its totally gorge. I loike..
Like, thank you so much.. you shouldn't have to you know..

Today was supposedly an outing to NAFA, well, thats the original plan. Meeting with Jaz was at 3pm. I kinda exceeded abit cos' I was still eating my spag while she'd already arrived. Million apologies my dear girl. You know I don't mean to.

The lovely dude went off after I took 162 with Jaz to the supposedly-NAFA destination. She were pissed with me for quite abit but thankfully managed to chill after that. *Grin* So as expected, we know in the back of our minds, confirm get lost. Ahaks ! True enough, I didn't wanna waste my time searchin & searchin, so I suggested we went town instead ! It was still drizzling mind you, but heck, our spirit's there & mood was good ! We didn't let the wet weather hinder anything ! Town was usual crowded, rain or shine, typical Singaporeans will be spotted snogging, slacking or just so the prityful angmohs were found staring at you like you're some alienated species that had just landed.

Seriously, at one point of time Jaz totally got annoyed by this oggler, so she claimed, were oggling at us on the bridge, turning back one too many times at us. & I wasn't at all realizing that bit ! Reason, bumped into Sairi & his mates. Caught up with him a lil bit & that's when the oggler story came upon.. More info, pls ask Jaz yourself kay..

We strode in just anywhere our feets bring us. About how our upcoming Valentine would be & how we secretly wished our Boyfie was an angmoh. Hah ! We giggled over helload of stuffs & practically had fun throughout ! Ya' know.. its so much easier out with your own species.. if you know what I mean..

My Precious Girlfie.

Jaz hadta pay 6 plus bucks for a mini pizza at BreadTalk. She regretted it badly. Nways, thks for the treat hunn !
PS: Look, I'm not asking ppl to treat me hokays ? I'm not that budget. I'm in serious bankruptcy, thats the why.
Haiyaa.. Shy shy..

We were prity zonked out by then. My new heels are succha pain towards the end of the day. I had blisters at the side of my toes & at the back of my feet !
Fug-nesss.

The absolutely tiring look..

Headed home at night. Surprisingly Mum didn't doubt me that much. Thankfully.Its been good for once.Thanks for making my day people..Loving ya'll to bits & pieces.Later.

Y

Friday, January 26, 2007

Eye DifficiencyY

I am being succha SUCKAH.
Instead of boarding the usual 804 bus to interchange in the morn,
MY-OH-SO-SCREWED-EYES made me take 800.
-______________-"

Like omg, what was I thinking ?!
& I was wearing specs at that moment can !?
& I hadta practically alight at the next stop upon realizing the bus wasn't turning the normal left lane.
Thank Goodness I was prity early. So I made my way, (walking) to the interchange which was like, 3 stops apart ? & it was freaking dark & deserted I tell ya. I may have been molested by a touch-and-go-violator for all that I know. =.=
Dang, it should have neva happened.
Pffffffft.

Ard 2++ we went to tour ard NYP which, needless to say is effing huge !
My first impression was "Is this a mall or smth ?"
All in all, didn't enjoyed it AT ALL. The tour sucked to the core, I AM NOT AT THE SLIGHTEST BIT CONVINCED TO BE IN THAT SCHOOL, the tour guide, the emcee, the unpredictable weather almost choked me to death. Taufik was again featured at 6pm but no thnks, the environment is enough to kill my spirit to watch his performance !

In the end, accompanied Jazzy to Mc Cafe & it was her treat ! So sweet lah ! The all-time-favourite-gossips, the laughters, secrets were our main convo. ;D
A rocking good time despite the mellow weather. & not to mention, we drenched our way to Mc Cafe with the gruesomely wet PE shirts sticked to our bodies like some glue ! Ergh !
& poor Jaz, her manager spotted her & she was ~~forced~~ persuaded to work on CNY.
Take it easy alright love, just make sure there's an outing on my birthday !
She's a totally good sport. We could talk about almost anything under one roof ! We past the time till its late afternoon before..
we soon we parted, Jaz had tuition at Khattib & I 2-bused home..
=)

*Misses*

Y

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Drunk. Reason for the ultra-sadsm post.Y

Had lunch with the girlies yesterday & ya'll should know by now where..
Felicia backed out lastminute with reason.. unwell..
Hokays, so its only the 4 of us.
I went along eventhough I was afraid I'll be broke..
Running out of ker-chings.. unfortunately.. :(
Does it look appealing to you ?Its actually a mixture of Jaz's bolognaise spag & my Chicago spag leftovers to Sum's baked pasta. That Dim Sum Dolly added chilly & ofcourse, the cheeeese. The stickyness of it make me sick in the stomach. Urgh. Confirm diarrhoea for seven generations.

Thats what Sandy's good at. Heh heh heh.
PS: Eh, I kinda lost your pic laa ! Sorreh love !

Scramed off from school prity early today. Surprisingly no plans. Jaz had tuition. So altogetha bused home with beloved Jocelyn. That nuthead camwhored all the way, being succha lunatic. >.< Okay okayyy, I was fooling around too. :D
In the end, we went in search for wedges ! As in, the shoes kinda wedges, not the wedges, you know, wedges. Hah ! Whatever.
As usual, I was spoilt for choice. But I had one thing in mind. Its gotta be either stripey, or polka-dotty. Hehs.
& I swear I almost tried the whole rack of wedges, kitten heels & flats ! All so prityful lah ! Jocelyn had a wonderful time analysing my taste & picking the right shoes for me !
& atlast..

These kitten heels are love !
Striking colour combo.
Fab.
*Widdest Grin*

& apparently, I've burned a hole in my pocket. :(
Sad-ed.
Tmr will be another trip to poly. Freaking near the school. Pffft. I could jolly well use the time being at home going for a hell ride. Phuck, & there's emaths test tmr & I'm here blogging ?!
Ahhhh ~Double Merde.

& Sat's gonna yet be another Day Out !

***
The bitterness in friendships, relationships made me stronger.. You people I've loved & trust.. wasted-ness. Chill Miza, karma works for you.

Y

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Toblerone ? I Need You !Y

I didn't know drawing graphs was that tough.
Seriously.
It took me eons doing the measurements shiate.
&& those swarms of homeworks are totally hair-whitening !
Pfffft.
Why laaa so stressing ?

& I just realized my Iffy's getting thinner.
MY CAT LAAAAA EEDEEYOT.
Cannot be anorexic kan ? *Slaps Head*

Y

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Trip trippedY

Apparently had the idea to roam at Temasek Poly.
Their open-house ends today if I'm not wrong.
But someshite just killed my mood.
The whole of Sec 4E bus-ed to Ngee Ann Poly yesterday & gee, I have the feeling that all Polys look exactly the same ! Probly afta steppin into SP like, long long ago.The bus-ride there seemed so short ! && the class 4o1 were all emo, like seriously, except for the bunch of us at the back ! Okayyyy, not surprising. People with smart brains don't talk much. They're emo in disguise.
Ehem ! Sshh !
Bin, you look omg- gorgeous liketat ! Heh !
*Nudge Nudge*You love the attention, right Sandy ? Heeeheee.Superimposed.

Obviously I don't think there's a need for me to describe Ngee Ann. Apart from the humoungous canteen, variety of courses plus the CCAs, I'm sure I'll be spoilt for choice. Felt like succha noob there !
&&&
someone justttttt hadta ruin my merry mood & spoil the whole gufking goodtime.Thanks eh. (those who were with me, you'd know..)I guess ya'll won't recognize Miza on Monday.:(

Y

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Feed me.Y

Ignore the tiltle please.
A Terribly long long longgg day.
Feels like, forever.
Totally energy-absorbing lah.
Ahhhhh ~
Plus the damn Service Day who made me wipe the windows yet again & a Woman who dragged me to Mc Cafe. Grrr.
There you go Ayu, your look of excessive laughter. RARRRRR. Amek kau..
Went along with these dudes, the girlfriend & some Yanghan.*Evil Grin* We rawked the Mc Cafe upside down with our horrendous( is that how you spell this zit ?) unstoppable laughters & went like almost insane. Just sooo, us.
He clearly doesn't know how to take one-shot orders.*Shakes Head*
Half of my day was spent outside, & I'm dreading tmr lyk, omg, P.E is gonna get tough. Trust me guys, with that Willy taking charge, ya'll gonna devlop any 6-packs soon.Hohoho ! I loike...

Y

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Walk Away.Y

& I don't know I just felt soo goood.
The sense of accomplishment of finishing all my Maths homework !
The Binomial Whatzits is already attached in my brain now.
I am officially eating Maths, sleeping Maths, bathing Maths & talking Maths & breathing Maths !
Gawdddd.
Is this how Geniuses function ? 24/7 Maths-Infested-Brains ?
Betcha there's more than just that..
Honestly I regret Big Time for slcking my ass out last year. I could have jolly well scored dime in my Maths Paper. Now, with constant endless everlasting lectures of the same thing over & over again frm the teachers are really pain in the neck laa !Like as if we have to be reminded every second we breathe. Goodness me.Seriously, I think there's a point when teachers point out that if we focused, & let go of all the unecccessary things in life, the distractions & blahs, its easier for us to concerntrate on our goals.& I've officially revamped myself. Letting go the bits & pieces that tear me down & strumming my own pains. I've letit go.. How I feel much much more secured now..I've learned to handle work & school without much fuss & yeahp, wearing a smile everywhere I go..I might not be blogging much in these few days, practically being occupied. Anyways, to those whom showed concerned, you're much appreciated. Really. Those moments are loved. You guys neva fail to make my day. With ya'll, I need noone else. I feel ever-so-complete.
*Misses*

Y

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

The Oh-So-Mellow WeatherY

Hello fellow bloppers !
Its not like I''m back here, blogging the shite out me like usual, I just felt like o-kay, with the lil free time I have before I'm down to serious business. & I really mean serious business, I'd type a few & go.
School's double the stress now.
Now I wished for another holiday, like damn.
Kill me puh-lease.
Had a terrible 3periods of killer Chem today & my heart nearly stopped beating in Amaths class like, wth Sandy ? I know, I know, I can't stop whining during that lesson laa. I soo feel like urgh, dying. I'm uber weak & today's weather is soo syiok can ! All I need is just some sleep, atleast. Pardon me, my throat feels dry, my mind is in a turbulence & I feel like my brain juice has f'ingly dried up due to the 3periods of Chem plus another extra lesson of Physics afta school.
I flunked Amaths retest yet again. Suck-kehhh ! To add up to the misery, I flunked another Physics class test. Like its soo annoying when you've studied real hard for the godamn test, & the next moment you realized your pain-ass revision just went down the drain.
Ingg-Crre-Dible.

Wish of the day : Oh Mighty God, puh-leese fast-forward today all the way to Prom-nite Day asap. Thankyou very very much.

Y

Friday, January 05, 2007

I'll lay till the skies fall on me..Y

The weekend finally arrives. Good.
& I'm stiiiiiiiiiill working.
Urgh, bummer.

*
Makan at PH today since we ended school prity early.
& that Berlinda was supposed to be joining us laa !
Grr, she chose to go to her pasar malam than be with us. :(
So we invited Peggy to come along with us !
*Grin*

It was Jaz's idea anyways. She badly wanted to lunch there. When actually, I've planned I'm going straight home afta school cos' I'm terribly sleepy ! Bed was the first thing on my mind laa..But then since I thot okay, last day of school for that week, why not ?I know, I know, I'm succha good friend :p .*Thick-skinned Miza*

Peg had some baked pasta, Jaz had a bowl of salad since she claimed she was still full afta what she ate for recess, & me ? I had my favourite spaghetti !Uhh-ummm.I don't know how to spell the word F-U-L-L afta that.Totally fulfilling. Ahhhh~& on top of that, itchy Jaz wanted some cakes at Mc Cafe, I don't know why.. She seemed to be having a huge apetite surprisingly..& whatever it is, it was her treat ! Thanks love !Well actually we wanted to spy on Jaz's once admirer that's working there too. But dang, we're soo unfortunate. He's not there. Pffft. The cakes were a good replacement thou. =)
Sinful Temptations

We were camwhoring all the way. & yes, we got so drunk as in you know, drunk. The slightest thing could really tickle us ! Peggy was having my fone. She officially became the photograher of the day while Jaz & I hyena-ed down the street like some pathetic loons.I bet Mr Policeman would be there soon if we lingers ard the area any longer. Peggy was a good sport ! Thou she wasn't as cuckoo as us, she played along at times.",

Bus-ed home & I felt like succha a loner.HAHA.I'm getting my pay soon ! Wheeeee !
*

Y

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Flower Growing Out Of MYAssY

Good news & bad news for this day.
BAD NEWS : A FRRREAKING FUGLEH HAIRCUT.
Total mistake !
Lyk wadder hell ?! The hairstylist should be shot or smth !
& yes, I was forced to cut short my hair by my beloved Aunt.
DAMN.
The tail got cut off & my hair was as fugly as can be.
Sooooo not Miza lah.
& now I havta lyk wait for months before I can finally style up my hair lyk before.
UGHHH.

GOOD NEWS : Despite the hair nightmare, I was on cloud nine when I ATLAST could own the Sony Ericc K800i !
Yayness !
Sweetest temptation, all I ever needed.
*Widdest Grin Eva*
On the 31st, celebrated Hari Raya Haji at Aunts place, I'll let tha pikchas do the talking yea ? Dang, I should have taken pic of the foods ! How could I missed that ! Its the best part of any occasion lah !

This cupcake can sing hokayyyy ?*
The start of school the next day.Hollyshiate.

Y

Monday, January 01, 2007

You Got ME Twisted .Y

Countdown was Awesomelicious !
Will upload pikchas soon !
Vivocity was seen like never before ytd. Totally gorge & glam.
Plus the Prity People of Singapore, it seriously brought the house down !
What do you expect ? Once in a year event dudes.
You parteh hard, dance hard & get WILD.
The Boyfriends were great.
I can never imagine what on earth will happen to me wifout them.
Thanks Love.

PS: FUG EVERYTHING, I'm feeling waaay too good.
SCRAM LOSERS, I DONT NEED YOU.

Y