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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Turn Up The Heat PuhleaseY

Suay-suay The Sickening-Redlight must come on the day when I'm havin NAPFA 2.4 run.

:'(

An awwful position cos' I kinda lost my momentum & finally brisk walk due to horrible plus terrible tummy cramps.

Marvellous-laa.

I'd retake if I hadda chance to.

:( :( :(

Decided to pon English with Hansa vereh much becos' of the Ultimate-Boredam-Class & an Ultra boring teacher, it makes learning English a lil bit Suicidal.

Heh, yesyes. SUICIDAL.

The boredness of it makes me emotionally dead.

At most, I'd be whipping out my fone & playing some songs, good enough for me, myself & I to hear.

I tell you, it really kills to be in that class.

But, you havda freedom to slack all you want.

Hohoho !

Was supposedly having a Drama phototaking today, don't know which edeeyot went to cancel it away.

Weigh my bag for bringin the D.Shirt laa.

HAH ! Okay, not.

Its been a mighty rain since I came back.

& the continuous gust of wind totally made me have goosepimpies here & there.

Now I feel like ditching my schoolwork.

Oooh, perfect weather to indulge in..........................................

....~~your pants~~ Sinful HotChocs. :}

Monday, February 26, 2007

Aye, is that boxers or pants ? RARRY

Hello pople.
Today seemed fantabulously great.
HAHA.
I have no idea why.
Firstly, I was damn sure I was gonna be late for school mainly bcos some arsey bus driver made the whole troop of passengers on board wait in the bus for like a friggin' 15 mins & that was like, 7+am already ? Shitty laaa. & the best part is, afta making us wait, (well you might think 15 mins is no biggie, well it is, when you're in that freakin situation) the asshole driver ordered us to move out of the bus, afta we were comfortably seated, to change to next bus beside us for some bullfrug reason.
Thanks eh.
I wasn't exactly pissed thou, just that, I know for sure who to blame if I were to had my detention just now.
Phucking busdriver.
O-kay, school was alright.
Nothing suckay, didn't study that much too,
slacked throughout every lesson & managed to stay awake.
:D

Headed to Unt's place to send her belated pressie & soon afta, it was pouring horses & pigs !
Heh heh heh.
Aaah, finally I can snuggle up on my comfy bed & enjoy a good long sleep.
I've been waiting for it to rain for ages.
Just love the mellow chilly weather.
Heeeee.

&& oh, did I mention how silly & paiseh I was this aftanoon ?
Boy, you'll neva wanna kno it.
I was heading back to tha bustop from Unt's place where I could bus home ya see,
& then, I felt the urge to pee.
So I did what I thot was, well.. since there's a nearby coffeshop, I conveniently made my way there.
So there I was, going in to the toilet without a care in the world right when I saw the Female Logo.
O-kay, I'm not sure if I was really that blind or is the toilet just so confusing or what.
But I think you can predict what happened matees.
Went in the cubicle which I supposedly assumed it was tha Female's.
Relieved, & then came out to a blahdey horror !!
I am telling you, I was really burning in embarrasment.
& the best part is, there's this apek standing just outside the door of the "supposedly Female loo", & he looked at me THRICE. THRICE HOKAYYYY.
& this was exactly what he said to me "Girl's toilet ah ? Girls meh ?" Then he glanced at the logo for a few seconds, then stared at me back.
I confidently, CONFIDENTLY, lemme highlight that again, CONFIDENTLY, answered "Ya, girl's one what..?"
AHHHHH, I could feel how paiseh-ed I am already lahhh !
Then, (I know, I'm fucking silly.) I turned, mind you, I was still in the toilet, I saw this two.. urmm.. what do you call that thing where guys pee ? HAHA, whateverrrr. O-kay, then I SAW THAT THING LAAA.
So its pretty obvious I went in the dude's toilet.
Oh fucknuts laydehs.
THANKGOD I SEE NO EVIL WHEN I CAME OUT OF THE CUBICLE.
I think that apek had just finished his business, & he too, looked absolutely shocked & dumbfounded when he saw me.
AHAHAHAHAKS !
I can't stop laughing at myself aftahat !
How can I be so.. urmm.. err.. *Shrugs*

PAISEHS LAA GUE.

I shall endha post withis. ;)

NyehNyeh. That's my English class,people.
The form tcher of the class has gone nuts & decided to have the freakin tables & chairs to be arranged likethat before & afta lesson.
How cool is that ?
HAHA.

Y

Saturday, February 24, 2007

& you know itY

Aahh.
One week just past by like that.
So much things happening.
So much outings.
So much things to catchup.
Thats why I said I won't be bac in a jiffy.
& The Parents are just so gettin on my nerves.

Got to know my PPR1 results for some of those subjects, mainly I got like, a merely passing mark for ENGLISH. ( that friggin o' hag simply don't understand my way of writing compo & circled almost every single werd written on the paper, like wtf ? ), & Humans, don't mention it. Flunk lyk nobodys business. I have no fuggin' idea why I failed terribly, knowing that I did study.
*Sighs*
The only thing I'm contented about is my Chem. A nice 70.
Though I doze of most of the time when the tcher's teaching.
Heh.
:D
Sad to say, I'm still not up to tha standard.
& BOOHOO to my Amaths too.
I'm like shorta few mark to passing the tests laa !!
That Marthadam has really got me pissed to the nuts I tell ya.
So this week was basically SCHOOL & just SCHOOL for me.
Skipped work with some lame-ass reason, & got the manager looking at me in some weird way.
Fire me, dude.
So much for school blues aye.
I no care, dear boss.
My life is genuinely screwed.

Love you Muchkins ! Make my day, puh-lease.

Y

Monday, February 19, 2007

Drenched you SonnaY

How do you feel when you know there's an off day at work, lyk FINALLY ?
Aaaahhhhhhh.
*Puts On My Biggest Smile*

Thanks to CNY, most shops are closed, business got wrapped up, & I got a free day for myself.
Gerek kan.. esp when you can spend time with your beloveds.
Had a balla time witha Motha, kuzzys & tha Favourite Byotch at pool.
Eventhou she couldn't join in splish-splashing with us due to some reasons, she's still a great sport lah !
Now I'm a loli with a diff tone on half of my body.
Heh, Sooooo-weet.

Awww, look at baby boy.
He's the victim of my killer-cheeck-pinches.
HAH !

They can be a real pain in tha balls sometimes, but hey,
who wouldn't melt at such sweetharts ?

& oh, incase you're wondering who's the laydeh in blue standing,
thats a domestic helper. My Unt's. O-kay.

She's one hottay I reckon !
5 years of Awwsome Friendship.
Through thick & thin. Cheers babe !

Alrightee, I had just finished watching tha Grammy Awards Show & boy, that Runaway Love by M.J.B Feat Luda is stuck in my head !
Oh-so-moving song laa can.
*Swayyyys*

Ok stoppit Miza, & btw did I mention I'm enjoying my own sweet time here while there's heaps of schoolwerk to be done ?
Genius.
I'm left with what ? A day to complete ?
WOW.

Till then, I won't be back in a jiffy !
Much love.

Y

Sunday, February 18, 2007

IM NOT GONNA BREAK THAT PROMISE AGAIN LAYDEHS .Y

Now that mister is in my heart.
The mister was missed when the mister's gone.
The mister share sorrows & happymoments.
The mister that's far yet so near.
The latenight calls & unneccessary concerns.
The mister spreads love.
High & beyond.
Where none noticed.
But those histories, have yet to haunt.
For now, I am no longer making a mistake.
Like I do, & then drowning in my own tears.
Giving my soul to unknown.
Boyfies can wait.
You like it or not, till the day I graduate.

Y

Friday, February 16, 2007

Am I old ?Y

Its been awwsome today, lovely.
Eventhou the CNY concert screwed up here & there thanks to the pathetic mic, everything goes prity well.
Thank God.
The sec1s rawk the house!
They were those who were supa eager to answer the quiz & win the red packets !
& I swore I had a hard time picking them out !
Plus minus the faulty mic & the un-intrested sec4s, I think we did a good job guys.
*Heaves A Sigh Of Relief*

Birthday Movie Date
Lets just let the pikchas do the talking yeah ?

The Femme & GeekChic ! (hows that ?)

We were runnin late for the show but we still managed to camwhored !

Hokays, two other emcees were missing.

AHHH, spot the cuck-oos.

Smile Dick, smile !!
Pffft. & Jenny was like, "Take out that mp3 lah ! You look so anti-social !"

Saaaaayang this woman.

Watched Ghostrider at Vivo, & ermm well..
the show was.. ghostly ?

Nyehnyehnyeh ! Johnny Blaze looked uber hawt when he was young..
if you know what I mean..

When the flash meets two Apple & Dick.

Look at Rose.
AWWW, doesn't she look so adorable.. ?
*Grin*

The Prityful Apple & Molly.

I thought the show was gonna be scarrier & blood-curdling.
Cos' I'm into horror flicks, & it'd be fun to get spooked altogetha witha crazy buch of ppl !
It wasn't that horrifying la till it would make your hairs stand but there were times where I bit my nails cos' I was afraid of what's gonna happen next. The Devil aka the Marshmallow-faced-dude was ahhh.. *melt*
Check it out babes.
The thrill is there, somehow it does make sense.
& if you're those into comics supaheroes, its a-must to watch !
:D

Sadly, I left before them as I needa meet up with Mum for dinner. On the way, met Fain & his members, chatted for a bit & trained all the way to amk. Surprisingly I reached earlier than Mum. =)

Circled ard AMK Hub, that new building & I tell you, its like being into Vivocity No. 2.
It appeared prity small outside but..
once you stepped in, there's a big turn & different different areas to go to.
Cool shops, eventhou it will be fully open on the March.
Mum got me a Levis jeans there.
So sweet la she.

This year, I kinda received a handful of neckies.
Gorge neckies.
I feel like I could hang them all & start lelong-ing !
Hmmm, anyhows, Big Thankyou's for all those who wished me advance birthday wishes, & e-cards. & those who don't even know me that well, thanks for the thoughts.
I appreciate it Big Time hunns.

To Molly, Jenny, Rose & Dick, the movie date was ultra-fab.
& oh, you won't wanna know what happened to the popcorns afta the show.
HOHOHOHOH !
You people totally rawk my day.
Thanks for the gifts yaww !

& TO ALL MY DEAREST CHINESE LOVES,
WISHING YA'LL HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & LEAD A LONG & PROSPEROUS LIFE AHEAD O-KAY ?
*Lotsa air-kisses*

Y

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

V-DAY. Ahhh.Y

Its V-Day yaww.
Choc, Sweet treats, Roses.
Thanks babes.

Plus, its not specifically for lovers right ?
*Misses The Girlfies*
PS: Whatever it is, my fellow bloghoppers, I'm straight hokays !

Y

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

you make me go crazy hottay bastard.Y

I'm so f'ing muddled up till I can't stop laughing hysterically.
Or should I say, depressed ?
Seriously, the irony of everything tickles me very.
Now thats I think I know the reason why God gave me in threes & not just one.
Nevamind if you don't gettit.
*LAUGHING HYENA*

CHOICE 1

CHOICE 2

Went ard to shop for some outfit for that CNY concert.
Supa fickle-minded me.
Took long hours to decide cos' I fell in love with mainly the black ones.
& just so you know, BLACK is kinda lyk, not encouraged to wear on CNY ?
So sadly yeah, gotta throw aside my Black Fetishsm & focus more on the red apparels. Boohoos.
THIS FASHION offered truckloads of hippy clothes la can ?
& I kinda lyk the print on my 1st choice outfit.
But a tadbit revealing on the back,
so,a big NO-NO.
Nanti appear sexxay lak.. ish.
The 2nd one looks prity good.
I just like the sweet color of orangey-red.
Not too striking, not too daring.
Hehs.
& incase you're wondering what's underneath that dress, the freaking green thing that totally spoils the outfit, thats my school skirt dummy.
Shopped in a rush.
Okay, enough said.

I'm stll laughing a lil too hard now that I can feel the cramps.
My goodness ! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

*

Y

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Runaway Love.Y

Those are the drama props you see.Thanks to JX sexay legs, the 1st pikcha was a lil unclear.;)Its meant to be a python swallowing that huge elephant laa.Somehow or rather, in looks rather OKAYYY, excluding the imperfections on the canvas if you look upclose.*Two Thousand Thumbs Up*
Jaz, Ayu, JX & YH & me practically did it ! Yeay-ness ! Well, eventhou thats my very ferst time trying out on canvas.Teeheees. YH did NOTHING frankly.Except for spoiling the pikcha.Ho-Ho-Ho !!But he's sweet enough to blanja us drinks & oh, that nasi goreng too !Look how hungry that lady is.Pffft. She's lyk on a glutton binge or something.:pSuppose to be only for him, but we all had spoonfuls of it !Ayu hadda most la can ?Lalalalala.

*
YJC is having their open hse today.Couldn't decide to go, or not to go.Partly, I just wanna slack my ass out at home, finishing up those pool of schoolwork thats pressing on me, & partly I wanna go to see how its like, courses & stuff.Not just plain laziness kay, I'm lyk utterly zonked out.So until later, I'd be a happy goober at home, stuffing myself with chocolates, getting high on homeworks.
Ah, fug.
Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, "I only want to be your friend", one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute.

Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for a while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up f a l l i n g i n l o v e with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us.

Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to SETTLE for
someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.

Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if".

This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, and cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with h e r, he didn't mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with. This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, and get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that "things were going too fast, he needs time."

Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again. This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so." The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, their beds, and their dreams again.
We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that.

Here's for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never gave one thought about them. Here's for the time that he broke your heart ... again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist.

Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt. Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that.
When "y o u r s o n g" comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the HELL he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to.

One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It's gonna hurt like hell, and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal.

Sad-enned. Yet, heartwarming.http://www.myspace.com/emzster

Y

Friday, February 09, 2007

SuperGirlY

It feels like 3125469879 years since I blogged.
=/
Banyak keje la seyyyy. Tkleh carry !
It seems like there's too many events coming up, tons of schoolwork, tests, rehersals & work !
& today itself instead of enjoying the normal dismissal at 1245, few bunch of people, including me, hadta do some Physics practical of someshiate. The school was like, half-empty cos' the DM was shoo-ing students out afta school, apparently not wanting us to be such kay-pohs waiting for the Olevels results togetha witha ex-studs.
But then again,no such thing as going back home afta practical laaa.
The people involved in the CNY concert was having a dry run.
Ahhhhh ~ I swore I was already in bad state, but I tried my vereh best to pull through till everything ends.
Penat dey.. penat.
& did I mention today's PE was awwsome ?
Fuhh-ler-makkk.
I felt lyk I was already been lifted off the ground when I sprint across the field seh !
Gerek.. & Willy did the FHM pose.
Superbly good & made me ache lyk hell.
I guess my energy was all drained up during PE.
But its good folks, sweat-ed lyk pig.
>.<

CNY CONCERT
I couldn't even imagine myself hosting the darn concert on Fri togetha with the mates, San, JX, YH and Anand !
Lyk, confirm punyer confirm, lyk ALWAYS, noone will give a blahdey shiate about the drama laa.
Pfffft.
Sickening.
You know why I know ?
Cos' its the same thing all year round.
& these yckssians neva givadamn to such things !
Whatever it is, I hope it'd turn out good.
Confirm kecho that day..
ThankGod the ex-studs will only come AFTA the freaking show.
*Heaves A Huge Sigh Of Relief*
Now I'm having this mini-migrianes here & there.
Shitty.
& the class chalet thinghy is driving everyone nuts.
Like, REALLY.
Confrontations & change of plans.
Wadder hell la people ??
& just look at the amount of people who are coming.
Fuckalievable.
Can't ya'll lyk, BLEND IN ? Everyone's got their moments you know. Not all are likeable. & not all people hated you. So stop being PARANOID & spoil the whole damn thing we've planned la can ? Even if you can't ton, can't you all just come for the friggin bbq ?
Scumbags.

*
Gotta go hunnehs.
Oh btw, Valentines roundha corner huh ?
BIGG DEALLL.
& oh, was chatting with VAS( if you know who.. ;D )
Succha sweetheart la he & his girlfie.
& he was actually shocked when he knew I know one of the BFC memba.
Platinum ought to be in Wildcard.
Goodie. Kay looked totally hyper !
EVS.
Night Ya'll.

Y

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Dilemma Infested Kid.Y

Enjoying the last few hours before school blues kick in again..
*Saddest Smile*
Its been a total dread esp when I realized there's a darn subject that I hated secretly..
I know, I ought to be muggin' lyk at this vereh moment for my test tmr..
But here I am, dithching the swarms of schoolwork & waste my time shitting this out.
& hey, I've been feeling a lil tingly on the inside now that the ladyfriends that I know suffered the same misery as me..
Hohoho. I know, I couldn't help but feel the satisfaction inside.
Go ahead, bitch about me.
I'm that lil Meanie you don't see.
I guess keeping a cool low-profile is not succha a bad idea aye ?
Less attention, less trouble. More affection.
Heeeyearh.
A.F.F.E.C.T.I.O.N perhaps.
(feeling a tadbit mushy inside, excuse me.)

Somehow, somewhere, somewhat, I couldnt conclude what I've been feeling right underneath.
I sense no hatred ; I bear no grudges,
No revenge or whatevernots.
So what is it ?

Y

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Looks like immah bad fry. :'(Y

I think I'm starting to experience dejavus.
*Pulls hair apart*
& I broke out in cold sweat yesterday night.
Reason, the dream.
Not just any typical fancyful dreams, where I could smile while dreaming of it..
This is waaay too absurd.
Even more bizarre than my previous dreams that I've shared.
& now I couldn't recall !
But in the back of my mind, I hadda feeling that the dream was meant to be a lesson.
Now you guys won't have the slightest idea what I'm stating here.
The dream sorta "torture" me emotionally, like,the aftermath of the sins I've done..
Like omg, only I can friggin' understand this.
I stayed awake throughout the night.
I was shivering by then.
Fearing the same dream would haunt me again..
It left me with question marks..
I'm puzzled to the core.
=/

Later darlings, needda rush for work.

Y

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Let Loose.Y

A month passed just like that.
& its already Feb now ?
Brilliant.

My class had the usual helath check-up & we all skipped half of MT lesson.
Totally loving it.
Aren't in the slightest mood for studying period.
& I am never-eva-eva-eva( yearh.. thts how much I hate MT now..) looking forward to MT anymore.

So the GGG pon in the loo !
Slacked & slacked & slacked. Went beserk & typically camwhored. :D
Heh Heh Heh.

Sandy's more to pissed side than emo. HEEE.
All we need is BIN to complete the whole retarded pikcha !Ahahaks !Okay, not.

SUM was extremely happy when she sees she could really jump THAT HIGH !& incase you're wondering why I censored that part, its bcos' that lady says she looks like a turtle in there. =.="
& I was asked to only make SUM visible to ya'll.
=)

Nothing prity much happened today, except for everyone's a lil mad at Phy tcher for not coming & also when I've already burn my sweat doing 14 times corrections for him !
& the chalet thinghy, lesser & lesser ppl are coming. Some die-die also don't want come !
GRRR.Is this what we call class bonding ?This is bullcrap.Hah ! Go ahead & don't come. The money you all pay will go to a waste.Easy-peasy.

Today I finally managed to bus home with Ber.
Lyk, FINALLY this woman is free.
24/7 busy with her councillor world, I wonder how she cope.
& its only once in a blue moon will I get a chance to really have her as my companion back.
Thank God lah.

*Loves*

Y