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Monday, October 30, 2006

The Ultimate Pain In The NECK.Y


Went jalan raye with my family.
Cabb-ed everywhere..
Not showing off or anything hokays, its just tat I came from a family of MALASers(if you know what i mean..)
&, during tat aftanoon while we were in tha cab on tha way to Hougang, my *tooot tooot tooot !!* mum just hadta spoil my darn fugkin' mood. I just hate her ! Seriously speaking, she's hella pain in tha neck.

*Shrugs*
She simply love irritating me to tha core.
Out of tha trazilion topics on earth, she makes it a MUST to talk on my studies on tis supposedly joyous day ! & out of all tha places, must it be in tha cab ?!
Wtf.
Tha taxi driver must be lyk....what a pathetic passenger i have..
Hell, I sooo felt lyk jumping out of tha cab, running away from tat amplifier mum.
Binget Siuls !
Sikit2 sudah arh..ni melampau seh..
Tha whole cabbie was filled with tha buzzing of HER.
just HER. HER. HER.
& she goes on & on & on eventhou I dident give a slightest reply. & my dad ? He was silent tha whole time. I think he's gone mute tha moment my mum speaks about my studies. Its ALWAYS like tat. It ALWAYS happens to me. Wheneva, she opens her mouth & starts lecturing me like there's no tommorrow, my dad will NEVA add on. Its either he's too timid or he agrees with whatevar bullcrap my mum says. Fug rite ?
& my mum, she talks to herself. Literally. I wonder how she does it without gettin annoyed when people doesn't listen to her.
She's worse than a stereo.
An out-of-tune oldies pathetic spoiled tape recorder.
Phewww~.

She thinks I'm a genius. Fugla. Hello, face it, IM NOT.
GAHH~
I've waken up hokay mummy. I've set my pririorities now. I have. & you could help me even more by stop deafening my eardrums ! Tha more you nag, tha more I slack, gettit ?.
Pfft. Bummer. Mood-Spoiler. Amplifier.

*
Screams*


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Saturday, October 28, 2006

Raye Mari !Y



My whole lotta buddies went my hse for hari raye.
Thanks hunns. For all tha fun & laughters.
Sorry so much for those who dident get tha chance to take the angpaos cos' my mum weren't back tat moment.
*Apologies*
Some cuden't make it thou. I understand..there's always a tomorrow..
= D
The day ends prity late at night.
Huhuhaha-ed tha whole day & I was practically lembek. Going school in tha next 2days is succha pain.
=.=


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Friday, October 27, 2006

Whatzits ?Y


I love wearing tanktops & jeans.
Seresly, whats hanging on your clothes line ?
*Mysterious Look*


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Thursday, October 26, 2006

A Lil' Bit Of Salt & SugarY


Results are out.
Sungguh menyedihkan.

I Pass FAIL.
I couldn't help but smile & hide those heartbreaking feelings in my heart.
Whats tha use if tha more I try, tha more I fall ?
YOU tell me.
Pape ah.
I'll "revamp" myself & brush up everythink all over again.
No more sad tears & bullcrap.
I'll pick myself up & fall again strive !
*Cheers For Me*
Hohoho.
I love tha girlfriends who gave support to me all along. Thanks babes. You know I love ya'll.


.******.


Hahahehehoho-ed with tha dearest girlfriend of mine to town. Initially, we 269-ed all tha way to central, decided to go town, Plaza Sing tat is, so we board 162.
It was freaking early in tha morning you see..
Both of us had tha slightest idea on where to go, so I suggested town !
*Big Grins*
Thinking I had a whole lot of ker-chings, I was wrong !
Urrgh !
I only had 1o pathetic bucks with me !

*Screams Out Loud*
I was lyk, stupid me.
Pfft. Anywys, we still carried on with tha plan. Arrived there half-an-hour before tha shops are open ! Hah ! Told'cha we're THAT early.
Jazz wanted to look for her wedding dress thou. Wooops ! I mean, for her cuzzie's wedding. She needs 2 gorgeous outfits. One for aftanoon, one for tha night.
There were a few tat caught her eye & it was absolutely preety. I seriously wanted it for myself too. But tha price, was a bomb.
*Sad Smiley*
There were alot of shops selling "sailor stufs" too. All over. Is it tha Sailor Festive Season now ?
Gosh, I'm soo into tat thing now.

There's even heaps of it at VivoCity !
Yeaaah !! Went there & it was HUMOUNGOUS. Its lyk all tha shopping malls in Spore chunk into one space !
& I soo nearly killed myself for not having more cash with me.
I tell' ya, you can really shop till you drop there. Succha an ideal place for shopaholics ! Woooweeee~! Girls, must go there often yeah ?
So many stuffs I wana splurge on !
Heaven man..heaven.
& when you get there, tha highest level is a must to step into. MUST must MUST. It is another paradice you don't wanna leave ever again. & its supadupa much betta than esplanade !

Jazzy took pikchas of it, just wait for her to post it lah kay ? You can see tis beautiful pool where you can actually swish swoosh your feet in there, play in ther or whatever. Jazzy badly wanted to dip her feet in, but I was hesitant.

Diden't want to cos' I feel so improper ! In uniform, & shoes.

So we ended up taking a stroll around, fully reliving tha awwsome scenery.

A glimpse of Sentosa can be seen too! Those cupcakes on rollers cablecars, ships, & all tha pretty sights make me go gaga !

Since I know about tis preety lil thing, I'm soo gonna chill there again. Whoopee !
Jazzy found what she need to get herself & I'm sure she's gonna purchase it soon. Goodluck girl !
She's blahdey fickle-minded lah. One moment she likes tis, then another moment she likes tat. Hoho.
But we had fun didn't we ? (:


Met Spidy & his girlfriend at PS chatted for less than a minute & then left.
Jazz thought of going Far East but then, tat fickle-mided ass suddenly wanna go VivoCity. So I was lyk, hokay !
Then while we were enjoying tha peaceful girls-thing, my dad just had to be tha Bummer. Humpf. Beep-ed me & asked me to rush home cos' he wanna go visit my so-called aunt. I couldn't object any further, I know my dad to well..
Sorry girl, we could have jalan2 more..We all know how my parents are like..
I'll make it up tha nextym yeah ? & with more ker-chings tat is !


.******.


Train-ed home, freshen-ed myself up & dolled-up to go out again.
*Big Sighs*
I was dead beat but I obediently still listened to his orders.
Kwang3.
Anywys, thinking of tha benefits of it, (you know what I mean..), I go lah..
Reached home at nite thou it we only visited lyk, one & only house. & we spent almost lyk foreva there. Thanks to tha gossip-ers, namely, my mum & those makciks in tha house.
*Shrugs*
& I was rotting helplessly on a woodenchair.
But hey, I was eavesdropping all tha tym ! Nyahahahas !
*Stiqs Out Tongue*
Who cares ?
I was prity much weak & mabok & friggin' zonked out when we finnaly reached home. Gee ! Tucking under my blanket & huggin' my pillow was tha only thing I wanna do ! So I washup-ed, cleaned whateva I'm supposed to clean, & bid everyone goodnight.
Tat includes YOU.
Totally *yawns*.
*Nite Kisses For My Lovelays*
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Raye Datang Lagi !Y


Raye ! Raye ! Raye !

Busy !
Busy ! Busy !

Duet
Raye ?


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Monday, October 23, 2006

We Rawk Your Balls !Y


Tis was tha red-letter day for me, & for some.
Tha drama-mamas rock tha stage & Yanghan was suchha rockstar. *clap clap*
I'm soo proud of him.
We all came schoolk early just to have more & more rehearsals & tis time round with our costumes & make-ups. (hello ? is tha real thing, ofcos' lah !)
I was given tis kinda lyk gardening-time-ahma-dress as my outfit & a horrible powder to be sprinkled on my hair.
ALL OVER MY HAIR fyi.

Humpf. But they say I looked good. So hokay, who cares anyways ?. I'm going out there to have fun.
& surprisingly, tha whole damn performance took off perfectly ! Ian was impressed & proud of us. We did our mighty best. Tha dancers were great. Tha maid & bangla gotten so many Woooos & teasing from tha audience. Aftarall, I could say tat tha audience really co-operated well. So responsive & enthu. Great crowd.

Succha a lovelay day. Gonna mish those rehearsals & gatherings & those bonds we had. & looking at tha hip-hop performances, I totally miss doing it ! Rarr !
Oh well, its done & over with. I'm happy, you're happy, lets SMILE.
*Tha Biggest Grin Ever !*
*Loves*


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Saturday, October 21, 2006

She's A Year Older !Y


Jia Xin's Bdae !


Went for her BBQ & trucloads thanks to Jaz & San for tha evil plan. Nyehehehs. (you know, i know, public don't know..)
Tha fire got so huge tat tha food could turn chaota instantly. Hah ! Great job, i know.

Got JX a belated present tho. I hoped she liked it. *Grins*
Girls, our plan was a success. I diden't get caught or whatsoever. But my mum was kinda lyk, looking suspiciously at me. Thankgawd, I know how to act cool. (:
Whatever. I'm so used to all those bullcraps I get from her. Its so melodramatic.
Fug.


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Thursday, October 19, 2006

KA-BAA-BOM !Y


Carwled back to school for hahahehehuhuhoho drama rehearsal.
Reached skola afta meeting Jaz for a supposedly breakfast. Erf.
Props hadta be shifted from hall to drama room, from drama room to dance room, from dance room to ava room.
T____T


Atlast settled nicely in tha ava room & rehearsal started afta tha actors changed into their outfits.
All tha scenes Ean had gone through. Practically ALL. Including tha dance. By tat Sham.
& some beyotch just had to piss me off tat moment while rehearsing.
Errh ! I wished Felicia had come.
Tat arse think she dropdead gorge is it ? Oh pls. lyk hellooo ? Audience can see you for crying out loud. Fancy making a fuss, " You're blocking my view ! ".
& I was lyk, are you THAT fat miss ? I'm suppose to be standing there right beside tha damn black block beside Jaz & you're lyk, pushing my butt ?
I told you off nicely once & I kindly shifted more to Jaz side thinking tat, okay fine, I'll let you some space. But when tha consecutive rehersals on tat part came, you make a fuss again ! Even Ean said I wasn't blocking your damn view ! Huhf.
If you want tat much attention, go act as tha main cast lah ! *****.
Thankgawd, I controlled my angerization( Sham taught me tis word) just in time before I cursed her on tat spot. Blahdy annoyin' lah mangkuk tu ! Mcm siak seh dier..
Halfway through tha rehearsal, intense could really be felt. Breakdowns & all.
Had tha most fugked up feeling in me.
*sad smiley*
Some people just don't appreciate friends, do they ?
Totally insensitive towards people's feelings.
Just what the heaven.
I wanna get tis drama done & over with asap !
No more bitching. No hot gossips & wild comments.
Just Girlie talk hokays ?. =D


& thanks gazillion to those girls who gave support & all.
Be prepared to wear nanny's pants tmr Miza ! *BigSighs*
I hope Ean got stuck in tha wardrobe while finding me a nanny pants ! Then alow me to wear jeans instead ! -_______________- (nenek hip. Tak salah pe..)
Nevamind tat. I shall handle it lyk a pro. Hah! Cm phm jek ! Whatever hokay.
*heavy head*


Scram off to watched Rob-B-Hood at Cathay.& i tell ya', its a definite-must-watch-show ! Killer comical & heartwrenching moments tat seriously made me teared lyk a baby. & speaking abt baby, tha baby in tha show is beyond cute-ness ! Punyelah comel ! Big lovely
eyes & a chubby face & a killer smile !

I rate tis 10/10 popcorns !
Watch hokays ?. (:
Must must watch.
Till then, I wanna watch Material Girls !
So long & Nites.
*kissies*


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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Some pantat's OLDER !Y


Sandy's Birthday today ! Whopeeee~ !
All tha best in your everything laydeh !
*Big Hugs*

xoxo

Niways, drama rehersal was lyk, 1-5 ?
I'm seresly restless & tired by then.
A total of lyk 7 scenes ?
& I have to appear staggering out & stuffs, talking, or should I say, trying my best to talk lyk Ahma ?
Bleeaaaarrrgh ~
*slaps forehead*
Truly, I hope nothing will screw up on Mon..
& I hope I dont end up laughing my words out ! Woooo !
AIYAH ! SHE GOT BOYFRIEND LEI !
*test test*
Waduh, uat pening kepala sih dong !


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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

The Drama Mamas !Y


Tha whole day was complete filled with drama. & I mean, really drama.
Drama Enrichment. & we all were lyk suppose to finish tis act to be performed next Monday.
Pooo~we're lyk soo in a rush. Monday leh !
Had supadupa fun time today, acted out scenes, drop-dead laughing. & I really love ours. You know, tha maid & tha bangla construction worker.
& then we had 3groups. Tha idea was to fuse all tha 3groups skit togetha & come out with something funny yet meaningful.
Ean(tha harworking dude aka our beloved instructor) had already came out with all tha characters & we have lyk 3 more days to rehearse & all. Conflicts here & there but I guess its all settled now.
I will officially be tha Grandmother on Monday. Alaaaaaa~sungguhla tak vogue !
Heh. Nevamind all tat. Grandma pon grandma la..
*Grins*

& thurs ! Boy, its suppose to be a holiday for us. I mean, just on tat particular day we need not come school but sadly, we were asked to come back for tis rehearsal thingy. *Sighs*
Sandy's Bdae tomorrow & all. Girls out on Thurs afta rehearsal. Gawd, there're lyk soo many events tis week ! Totally packed. Luckily, I takbleh puase..


***

Home alone now..rotting in my bed. Zzzz. Waiting for tha day to pass quickly so tat I wouldn't hear much naggings. & F.y.i, my mum din't even wanna take a look at my papers. & rightnow, I just hope she won't have hart attack when she really sits down, analyze my papers & gimme tat peptalk again.
Mum, don't come home so soon pls.
AKU KAGET BANGET !


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Monday, October 16, 2006

Girlies Out !Y




Pantat got me, Jaz & her some other peeps tis so-called friendship gift. I don't know why. But its very sweet of her. =D

    Some scented petals inside



    Afta school, went makan at Pizza hut again with Jaz, pantat, Ber & Jazrine(Jaz's sista). Tis time round hanged around Thomson Plaza. A short path away from Jaz's hse. Before we head off, me & Jaz hadta wait in school for tat two councilors cos' they were having some meeting, I suppose. & it took them 1 & a half hours before they actually "ended" their meeting. Thanks eh. During those wasted time, we both had already turned lunatic & cuckooo. With Jaz's 2-days-old cam, we ended up rolling on tha floor laughing our harts out lyk noberdies business, taking videos & stupid shots. Practically, not in control.



    162-ed there & fetched Jazrine before walking to TP. Tat pantat burst out laughing all of a sudden right afta we met Jazrine unda tha block. & ya'know why ? Go ask her. Due to her pathetic uncontrollable & unstoppable laughters, I ended up laughing togetha with her. =.=



    Upon reaching, me, Ber & pantat ordered tha same baked pasta while Jaz got herself some weirdo food & her sis a spaghetti. There was actually not many people, or should I say, tha restaurant was lyk, 3/4 empty ? Its soo unoccupied tat only our laughters filled tha air in tat damn Pizza Hut & we're lyk tha only table tat made hellot of noise ? Yeayeah, & once again, tis time round, another emo, unfriendly, attituded Malay waitress gave me tha look/stare. Gawd, just what is their problem ? What is soo nice in staring at me ? I know you're not hawt as me,so tats why you're staring, I know you're just jeolous, but tat doesn't mean you can stare like as if I killed your darn cat right ??? &niways, we kinda lyk get into tis "feeding-session" when we ordered tha ice-cream deserts. Atfirst Ber was lyk, no,i dontwan. But when I tryta feed her, she willingly opened her mouth !! Wtf. Liar. Then I started feeding everyone in tat table. Happy happy feed feed feed feed.



    Satisfied, full, tha bill came. It was a horrendous amount I nearly died. 5 people in a table eating from a Student's Meal Lunch Express which were supposedly 5.95 bucks & since we changed to Icelemony, an extra 1 buck was added. & when everythings total-ed up, plus tha unfriendly service & tha GST, it costs us 63-ish bucks !! *slaps forehead* Tats a bomb, I tell ya. Whatever toothoots, we still paid anyways. & I burn myself a hole in my pocket. Gosh I'm broke again~.



    Late aftanoon, 855-ed home with Ber. Then she told me how Jaz go gaga over Scott. *ahem ahem* & her new environment about her workplace & all. (: Lovable girlfriend. *love love* Its always a neverending fun with such peeps.



    PS: Got back tha papers & ....*Sigh out Loud*
    FUG THOSE SETTERS !



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    Saturday, October 14, 2006

    The BIG Girl's DayY


    Gosh ! Finally I managed to blog.
    Was supadupa busy today. Its gonna last till tmr too.
    So many things & so little time.
    But hey, its Momma's birthday today ! Hoorreh~ !!
    Wished, hugged & kissed her after sahur & handed her tha lil gift I bought. Boy, she smiled so sheepishly. Heh. She still look jambu as ever as she aged.
    & I was tha 3rd person to wish her. =.=
    *grumps*


    Wonder who's those earlybirds..Humpf.
    I hadta wake up early to help out with those raya cookies she's making. & afta all tat stirring, mixing, kneading, baking, my hand's in a good cramp state now. Hah. Not tat I've never done all this before but it has been going on from mornin till late aftanoon !
    & tha temptation to eat is really great. My iman was gettin' lesser & lesser by time but I tell myself I'm not gonna be tempted by those drool-icious goodies tat's staring rite infront of me.


    I was lucky I hadn't my brother there at tat time or tat ass will joyfully swallow tha sinful foods at tha smack of my face & I'd be too happy to kill him.
    *Evil Laughter*
    So yeah, we were darn busy at tat moment. Missed most of tha fone calls & mum's mobile kept ringin & she finally off-ed it. Pheww~! Gawd knows how many times tha Fast&Furious song kept playing.
    By tha end of tha whole baking process, tha whole house was already filled with choclatey smell.
    Hmm..yumyum..


    Tha smell lingered & drifted all tha way out till tha next block !(haha, okay fine. I'm exagerrating here.)
    At 53o, we were ready to set off to celebrate mum's birthday at sum buffet's place. Crap, it has this very chym name tat I couldn't rememba so to speak.
    My uncle drove us there since he claimed he knew tha area prity well. So yeah, I didn't hesitate judging from my dad's ok-im-not-sure-myself-either expression.
    -_________-"
    Gee, all I know is tat tha place is well located at a secluded area near Jln Kayu ?. hmm..


    Whateva it is, we arrived in tha nick of time to break fast. Wheeee~. Soon, our table was filled with heavenly foods & deserts. I tell you, I totally fell in love with tha deserts. Sadly, it couldn't be captured on cam. ):
    Its lyk you have to get yourself a bowl(obviously..) & then scoop up nata-de-coco, then there's this slimy jelly-like thing you put on top of it, followed by a whole chunk of mashed? err..I dontknow ! But it just tasted sooooo G-O-O-O-D. A mixture of crunchy, sweet, juicy, minty, spoon-licking-good ! =D
    *thumbs up !*
    Meanwhile my mum was smiling from ear-to-ear all tha while. & my dad, hmm my dad. he..he..he was gettin' all mushy mushy lovey dovey with mum.
    T_T


    No harm I guess. They're married anywaaay.
    & its supa rare to see my parents gettin along sooo well.
    *Big sighs*
    It only happens once in a blue moon. So while dorang romen-romen, I led my bro out to view tha ocean.
    Tha place is located exactly near tha sea you see..& did I tell you it feels lyk as if we're on a ship ?


    Yeap, you'll get this very ocean-ny feel once you've stepped on tha place. I guess its due to tha waves. You see those waves go crashing up & down, you yourself will feel tha same way. A bit giddy-ish thou, but I could say its worth it lah. Windy, spacious, nice view, good foods...I'm sure Mum enjoyed herself as much as I do. *winks*
    We all were truly zonked up by tha tym we reached home. Dad still have tha energy to get back to his workplace right afta tha dinner. =.=
    Fuh ! Bionic Dad ! Kwang3.

    xoxo

    Tmr's gonna be another busy day for me. Gotta fetch bibik to clean up tha mess in my hse cos' mum's too lazy. Gotta wipe those window panes till it shine..Mop tha darn floor..Urgh ! Its springcleaning time baybeh~! Whooohooo ! Gonna sweat my ass out. Grrrs.
    Till den. I need my beautysleep.
    & I'm missin' ya'll lyk truckloads.
    &to Jaz & Ber, tell me how's tha interview goin yeah ?
    *Smiles*
    Goodnight people. Take caring.




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    Thursday, October 12, 2006

    In the name of pantyhose.Y


    Headache.
    I'm having a god damn headache.
    *Big Sighs*
    I'm wishing nothing matters now..
    Completed reading tha Louise Rennison book Jaz lent.
    Tired of Georgie chasing after her Sex God. =.=
    && oh, Mon's tha Big Day !
    I just hope I wont breakdown or whatsoever.
    Cos' deep down, only God Almighty knows how badly I might have fared.
    & fug tha damn bridgings man.
    We only have lyk, a friggin' short period of hols during Dec. You think tats enough ?.
    *Enormous Sigh*
    MOE people pantat seh !
    Ahhhh~ Merde.
    *jumps to bed*
    I desperately need job. Poo, shouldn't have quitted earlier on.
    & now I'm on my bed hoping tat tha damn haze will stop & rain cash instead.
    Humpf.
    So much of a fat hope.
    Perfectomondo ! Life's gone BESERK.
    Goodbye semue.


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    Single, taken or crushing?
    Single the mingle ! But not available. =D

    Are you happy with your life?
    Urm, prity much. Tho it sucks Big Time.

    When you meet the right person, do you fall for him/her very fast?
    Meet tha rite person?. I have no idea. But I have a tendency to be soft-hearted. & yeah, I melt easily. Gee.

    Have you ever had your heart broken?
    Who hasn't?. But I've let tha past, be tha past. Its over now.

    Do you believe that there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
    Hmms, I'd prefer cheating not to be involved but sometimes, you are left with no choice.

    Have you ever talked about marriage with another before?
    Marriage? Yes. & topic gets deeper & deeper where I finally sidetracked. (:

    Have you ever consider adoption?
    Well, tat is IF I couldn't conceive one. Then, tat'll be the option. Or IF my hubby is THAT cruel & didn't want me to have a bursting tummy & complaints I wouldn't look hawt anymore looking like tat, then errr..

    If someone like you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
    Heh. I'd love tat pantat to be frank & staraightforward. No beating about the bush or whatsoever.

    Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
    Depends tho, its always sweet in the beggining & tragedy in tha end. Hopeless bliss. I'm soo afraid of tat.

    Be honest, what is the further-est thing you & your ex did?
    Can I lyk not say? Oh cmon' its on a darn blog. & tis is oh-so-personal.

    Do you believe in love at first sight?
    Yeap. For a person like me who has a tendency to fall for every pritygeeks. Love evolves helplessly around me.

    Are you romantic?
    Errm, tat you've gotta ask my ex ! Hohoho.

    Do you believe you can change someone?
    If I can, tat'll be a plus. I'd have make a diffrence then.

    If you get married, where would it be?
    Wherever tat could make tha day a memorable & utterly significant. =D

    Do you give in easily when you're fighting?
    It depends. I stand for my rights. & if its getting waay outa hand & tha other party's clear-cut hardcore, I shall be tha miserable mice & give in.

    Do you have feelings for someone right now?
    *nods head*

    Have you ever wished that you could have someone but you messed it up?
    Yup. Due to tha lack of communication with an added spice of stupidity, tha chance slipped away. But then, bygones are bygones.

    Have you ever broken a heart?
    Sadly, yes. I know rejection hurts, but you can't help it when you're left with no choice.

    If one day, your bestfriend falls in love with the person you're deeply in love, what will you do?
    I'll kill her? Nah. In tat case, tha guy should decide then. Me, or her.

    Are you missing someone right now?
    Hell yes ! Not only someone, but sometwo, somethree..

    Now name 4 peeps to do this survey
    Sandy, Anas, Edna, Jaz.



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    Tuesday, October 10, 2006

    Tooodooodooodoo~Y


    Its Parteh Time baybeh ! Yeeeehaaaak~ !
    Mugginisations(is there succha word?. hah!) are so-called over.
    *lets out a huge sigh of relief*
    I'm sooooo gonna have my beauty sleep asap.
    & hell, I wanna shop lyk SOOOOON ! Pls ladies ?
    & oh yeah, sum pantats birthday are cumin lyk a few days time ?
    & I'm running out of ideas lyk whatto get'ya ppl ?
    *thinks hard*
    Oh well. I might get a job any moment ! Wheeeee~.
    The babes & I chilled at Cntrals Mac right after school & the two usual crappers followed me to tha Woodlands Bazaar.
    *Grins*
    Thks. Thou you peeps were reluctant at first. (:
    Then we ended up rounding rounding in CoswayPoint.
    Tat pantat's ATM card got rejected. Ha!Ha!
    Pathetic seh..
    & I managed to get my mum's birthday gift too !
    Cash got BURNT again. *Evil Grin*
    I'm just soo waiting for duit raye..Kekekekz..
    & I can shop till I drop.
    Break fasted ramlee booger & a hot milo. I mean, burger..
    & mum's in a bad mood as usual..
    *Heavy Sighs*
    She's seriously got a temperament problem & She doesn't even realize I love her to tha core. ):
    Chuck tat aside, I still do love her nomatter what.
    Niways the girlfriends & I lunched/studied/crapped at PizzaHut yesterday..supposingly suppose to study..well, you know what I mean rite ?
    Pantat's got a good baked pasta & Jaz got a prity bowl of salad. Health-freak. (:
    While me ? I had dutifully ordered a physics assesment book with an added spice of worksheets.
    Blearhgh. *slaps forehead*
    & tha emo waitress keep staring at me. Wth.


    Initially me & edna did study..but..nope..ambience too noisy..so..we shifted all tha way to KFC which is just beside. HAHA.
    Then once again, tha dating couple was there. Namely, Jx & San. (:
    So we headed for empty seats & studied. Heh ! Only tat pantat studied ! Wtf ?! So there. Left Me & Jaz entertaining ourselves..Wheee~(well, tat goes wifout saying huh..)
    I doodled on my folscap without paying much of attention to tha world.
    *I know I suck Big Time*
    So in tha end, I was just wasting tha god darn time. Pfft.



    Shitty. I soo could have done betta lah. Ergh. Only Jaz's one looks okaaay.
    xoxo
    Alrightey. This post shall end here. Hardcore muggings are over. & I'm prity much contented now.
    Happy Pantat once again ! Whoopeee~!



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    Sunday, October 08, 2006

    I'm Sh*tting Emaths. ^.^Y




    *ahem ahem*
    Muggings over for today. I guess tat should be it. Breakfasted once again with pizzas. (: Tha chickenwings too tasted oh-so-heavenly. Momma's very happy today. She wanted to order more eventhough she tak puase. *slaps forehead*
    But thankfully I refrained her cos' tha dining table was already overflowing with goodies. Greedy Mom. Ha !
    My eyes are half-closed now & its only 11pm. Am I sleepy ? I think I am. ): Fcuknuts.
    & boy, i just realized I had cut myself. Erghf. Bleed Miza,bleed.
    Great.
    Its bleeding more & more ! Wheee~! T_T
    School's never fun. Its Monday tmr cha'know ?
    Whaaaaaat~ever.
    *sleeps*


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    Saturday, October 07, 2006

    Haze Loving UsY


    Haze. Haze. Haze.
    Gettin' thicker & fog-ier.
    *Sigh*
    Just hope it won't be another worst case scenario.
    Sooner or later we'll see people walking around wearin masks & blowing air everywhere. =.= Pfff.
    Lyk seriously. Look out & you'll see nothing but a blurred vision.
    Hell, tha weather is warning me not to go out anymore.
    & muggings just drive me cuckooo.
    Esp Maths. Its super easy tat I can cry ! ):
    I can vomit blood, pee in pants, eat lizards & nevar pass my Maths. WT..?!
    My clock is sooo going against me & right now I couldn't tell tha time. Shitty.
    More & more girlfriends asking me out to Geylang. *sighs*
    I'm not even in tha slightest mood to celebrate this season's Raya.
    So nope. Count me out ladies. Sorreh.
    *frowns*
    I wish I was still in nursery fooling around with blocks & puzzles.
    GoodNight.


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    Friday, October 06, 2006

    Our Public Affair !Y


    Feee-Wit. I love this day to tha core.
    *Big Grins*
    Happy Lil' Kiddo today. YeeeeHaaaaaak~!
    Its lyk I'm back to kindergarten!. Ha! Ha!
    *slaps forehead* Damn. It sooo feels lyk exams over.
    I want my Holidays~!!
    School rawked my world upside down. Teeeheees :D
    Chilled at Mac Central while The Girlfriends tummy-filled with sundaes & foldovers. YumYums. (:
    & I helplessly stared at those goodies they ate.
    Jx & Feli was there too. Dating, you see. *smiles*
    We had a ball of a tym there !
    Girls, we should do this more often ya'know. Lyk seresly. Yeah, really. (:
    PLAYGROUND is soooo happening.
    Geez !

    I'm fasting, mind you.

    They grab hold of tha swings before me !! Grr !!



    Jazzy looked depressed for a sec.. Hmm..

    The Girlfriends

    I soooo love this pic !

    I know I can't get enough of editing. Pfft. Pardon me if its shitty to tha max yeah?.
    Did I mention we're all sweaty & ewyucky to tha core?. Fug, hell, look at us. Shagged.

    Gomathi happened to be at tha playground too with her other peeps. So in tha end she helped us with tha shots & we included her. HA! She's succha sweetheart.
    The Trios

    Afta hours of endless fun, & soaked to tha skin, we decided to cool ouself in tha library & tat pantat bought a smoothie. Grr. Bus-ed home & lyk yes, extremely totally seriously TIRED.
    Met my Dearest & then got back home. (:
    Picture-Perfect Day.







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    Wednesday, October 04, 2006

    Cam Whoring-ersY


    Been 1000years since I blogged.
    Gettin busier & busier everymoment.
    School sucked as always. Exams are killers. Sandy's Theory is out. & my brain juice is totally urging for a refill.
    Tha past few days were just pressure. Waited for summer before Edna could actually sendha pikchas took during tha damn JA-lesson. -_-"
    I was having a fuggin' gastric & tat pantat took a pic. Ignore tha constipated look pls..=D (Jazzy looks gooood..Eheheheh..)

    They were drunk I tell ya..


    I soo love this annoying brat (:

    Call it whatever you want, but Im lovin' it. Sadly, it doesn't stay in place for long..Grrrs !
    This is what happen if you put Lulu&Lala togetha..

    I think tats prity much for now..Totally zonked out..Sorry prities if tha edited version were very much fugly.. ): My brain's all dried up..
    Whatever it is, I shall keep ya'll posted aite?.
    *toodles*




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    Sunday, October 01, 2006

    So she spoke againY


    I've begin to realize those bittersweet moments in my life..
    When I had tha chance to sit back & think. I really do fret 'bout my future.
    I've let chances slipped away just lyk tat.!
    Damn Wasted.
    Exams are giving me chills everywhere lyk seresly.
    You might have spotted a change in my attitude. I'm more sensitive & less bothered now. More focused I might add.
    Seldom do you see me pour my feelings in tis blog, unlike Edna.
    You practically know how she feels eversingle day.
    Schools, exams & pathetic scores are giving me nitemares. *Sighs* Can't they just disappear?. We students totally needa break.
    Fug. Intensed everywhere.
    *Broken Smile*
    Friendships as well's not doin' good either.
    I'll give in to everythink for tha tym being. I'll sulk. Hate it ? Then leave me.
    I'm not gonna please any human just to condemn myself.
    These words goes out generally. I emphasize again. GENERALLY.
    I know exactly what I'm doin' right now. & I dont need sympathy nor attention.
    I've changed for tha betta. & I lyk tha way I've turned into.
    xoxoxo
    Yesterday was surprisingly tha ferst day I actually break fast with people. *Smiles*
    Incase you're wondering, I've always always always break fast ALONE.
    :( Sad, I know.
    *Humongous Sigh*
    But I had no choice. Parents are sweating their ass out werking. & only cums home when nite sets in..
    & tha lil' poop had gone over to stay at my granma's hse. House's gettin eerie-er & quiet wifout his luffters. :( Oh how I Missssssessss My Brudha.!!
    *Grumps*
    So every long weekdays, I break fast myself. Prepare goodies to satisfy my tummy.
    I've learnt to be oh-so-independent. *winks*
    Its alrite I suppose. PS: Hey preety heads, maybe we could go out & break fast togetha sumtym?. Gimme a beep yeah?. (:
    So ytd I was at my granma's hse. Bus'ed there & reached prity early. Heh. 5 i guess.
    Bibik & my kuzins were already there, makin' a hellot of noise.
    & did I mention?. My nanny were super super Happy when she saw me.! Woooweeee~. I feel so loved. Awwww~.
    She hugged & kissed & hugged & kissed me lyk she'd neva seen me in ages.!!
    Well frankly, its been quite sumtym tho. & I truly missed her. ♥
    Aunts & Uncs arrived sumtym later & they ordered pizza.! Wooohooo~!
    So there on tha table lay all kinds of sweetreats. (: YummYumm.
    Tha chicwings were fingerlickingood.! & tha laksa! & tha stewed macaroni! & tha garlicbread! & tha tarts!. Omg. Can we have another reunion pls?. I'm lyk sooo looking forward to tis gathering thingy again.
    Its a nice feeling when you get to bond with your own family. Its tha sumwhat connection when you get to giggle & hang loose. Total havoc I tell you. I wish yesterday could rewind itself. *winks*
    Being satisfied, I hadta treat my mum to a cab home. Pfff. She thinks I'm sugarmommy. Fug, I dont have helloads of money hokaaays?.
    & thankyou so much tha driver sped. HA!HA!.
    Okay okay fine. a goood 7bucks flew outa my pocket.
    *Half-smiling*
    She's my mum anyways. So why care?. (:
    HMPF. I'm a Good Daughter.
    xoxoxo
    So yeayeah, I'm here waitin for everythink to be done & over with. Waitin for a friggin' long hols so I could start shoppin again~! WheeWheee~. I'm gonna be a killer for now.




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