I've begin to realize those bittersweet moments in my life..
When I had tha chance to sit back & think. I really do fret 'bout my future.
I've let chances slipped away just lyk tat.!
Damn Wasted.
Exams are giving me chills everywhere lyk seresly.
You might have spotted a change in my attitude. I'm more sensitive & less bothered now. More focused I might add.
Seldom do you see me pour my feelings in tis blog, unlike Edna.
You practically know how she feels eversingle day.
Schools, exams & pathetic scores are giving me nitemares. *Sighs* Can't they just disappear?. We students totally needa break.
Fug. Intensed everywhere.
*Broken Smile*
Friendships as well's not doin' good either.
I'll give in to everythink for tha tym being. I'll sulk. Hate it ? Then leave me.
I'm not gonna please any human just to condemn myself.
These words goes out generally. I emphasize again.GENERALLY.
I know exactly what I'm doin' right now. & I dont need sympathy nor attention.
I've changed for tha betta. & I lyk tha way I've turned into.
xoxoxo
Yesterday was surprisingly tha ferst day I actually break fast with people. *Smiles*
Incase you're wondering, I've always always always break fast ALONE.
:( Sad, I know.
*Humongous Sigh*
But I had no choice. Parents are sweating their ass out werking. & only cums home when nite sets in..
& tha lil' poop had gone over to stay at my granma's hse. House's gettin eerie-er & quiet wifout his luffters. :( Oh how I Missssssessss My Brudha.!!
*Grumps*
So every long weekdays, I break fast myself. Prepare goodies to satisfy my tummy.
I've learnt to be oh-so-independent. *winks*
Its alrite I suppose. PS: Hey preety heads, maybe we could go out & break fast togetha sumtym?. Gimme a beep yeah?. (:
So ytd I was at my granma's hse. Bus'ed there & reached prity early. Heh. 5 i guess.
Bibik & my kuzins were already there, makin' a hellot of noise.
& did I mention?. My nanny were super super Happy when she saw me.! Woooweeee~. I feel so loved. Awwww~.
She hugged & kissed & hugged & kissed me lyk she'd neva seen me in ages.!!
Well frankly, its been quite sumtym tho. & I truly missed her. ♥
Aunts & Uncs arrived sumtym later & they ordered pizza.! Wooohooo~!
So there on tha table lay all kinds of sweetreats. (: YummYumm.
Tha chicwings were fingerlickingood.! & tha laksa! & tha stewed macaroni! & tha garlicbread! & tha tarts!. Omg. Can we have another reunion pls?. I'm lyk sooo looking forward to tis gathering thingy again.
Its a nice feeling when you get to bond with your own family. Its tha sumwhat connection when you get to giggle & hang loose. Total havoc I tell you. I wish yesterday could rewind itself. *winks*
Being satisfied, I hadta treat my mum to a cab home. Pfff. She thinks I'm sugarmommy. Fug, I dont have helloads of money hokaaays?.
& thankyou so much tha driver sped. HA!HA!.
Okay okay fine. a goood 7bucks flew outa my pocket.
*Half-smiling*
She's my mum anyways. So why care?. (:
HMPF. I'm a Good Daughter.
xoxoxo
So yeayeah, I'm here waitin for everythink to be done & over with. Waitin for a friggin' long hols so I could start shoppin again~! WheeWheee~. I'm gonna be a killer for now.
